Tuesday, January 26, 2021

The Swallows

The Capistrano swallow returns home,
folds frozen wings and sings his song of spring,
beholds November’s softly falling leaves,
sings louder for he faithfully believes
his mate will hear his song and return home.

She’ll sing to him of all her joys of spring.
Offspring will hatch and fledge and her sweet spring
will quench his endless thirst until she leaves.
Then he’ll spend summer freezing in his home
for he believes that she brings home the spring.

Sunday, January 24, 2021

Brown Dwarf

The brown dwarf was quite angry
looking at his shoes
It had only been ten million years
since he’d got the news.
“There must be some mistake”, he said
“Some kind of mass delirium.
Have you not seen what I can do?
I can fuse deuterium!”

“...and that is just the kind of trick
to knock ‘em on their arse.
Surely that’s enough for us
to qualify as stars?”
The jury sneered. “‘fraid not”, they said
“You’ve got good mass, it’s true,
but to be called a proper star
there’s shit you need to do.”

“Turn hydrogen to helium
somewhere in your core.”
“Fuck helium!”, snapped the angry dwarf.
“Helium’s a bore!”
With that the brown dwarf stormed out
and stalked back to his car.
“I’ll show those fucking snobs”, he hissed
“Some day I’ll be a star!”

True Story

at the edge of the field
the ball bounced to me
and something buried came awake

I took the ball up in rough hands,
felt the golden lace
that once contained us both

you were empty
under your fruiting tree
an untuned radio
washing away your memory

“let’s play?” I said,
held the ball weakly
you looked away
and asked vaguely
what we look like
from the sky.

Rubaiyat

What is that rather dusty quote
Re: what the moving finger wrote?
I think it says that time moves on,
that we cannot unsing our song
so all the things we had to say
live archived in dead yesterday.

There was a door to which I found no key
There was a veil past which I could not see
Some little talk awhile of you and me
but then our drop of water joined the sea.

Beside me in the wilderness
you arched your back at my caress
yet moved a finger of your own
to write a note which sent me home.
Perhaps to you it wasn’t weird?
A fly appeared then disappeared.

I’m paraphrasing sad old Omar’s sighs.
“A flower blooms just once before it dies.”
The cries resounding on this wailing wall?
These are but fairytales. Forget them all.
This one’s half Rubaiyat and half a song
my moving finger wrote and then moved on.

Song and Dance

The dolphin swimming from the shark
Does she look back or just swim on?
To her it’s life, to him a lark.
She must not stop to hear his song.

Does she look back or just swim on?
Imagine you were in her place:
Why do you stop to hear his song?
Do you perhaps enjoy the chase?

Imagine you were in his place:
She dances on yet you must feed.
Do you perhaps enjoy the chase
or just focus on what you need?

She dances on yet he must feed.
To him it’s life, to her a lark.
They both focus on what they need.
The dolphin swimming from the shark.

To a Poem

Where do you come from
in your tatty scribbled skin
whisper on the wind
fistful of pyrites
pig-iron of my soul
accretion of the dead ends
a blind man’s fingers met.

An untuned friend
dancing arabesques through the dark
I map your shadow
transcribe your steps
shred your disguises
with my crossings out.

Net wriggler
swarm of eels
combed out of silence
stained plaited stabilised
prisoner of a page
a lost flock hefted
one by one
through the nib of a pen.

For a moment then
I capture the four winds in a jar
the priceless effervescence
of a brand new star.

No papal smoke appears.
Just inky finger ends.